Sunday, February 17, 2013

"The best safety lies in fear." - William Shakespeare

I am scared. I am scared that I won't be enough in school. I'm scared of giving my 100% and my 100% not being enough. So much so that I want to abandon everything and walk away. It feels too hard... but you know what... it's not. "I can do all things through Him who strengthens me"- phil. 4.13... it doesn't say I can do almost everything.... but all things. That includes a&p....that includes studying.... everything.... it includes the juggling of time management. There will be intentionality. There will be moments where I need to say no to some things to give priority to others... but it's worth it. Fear is a safety net that I don't want. I want to stare this fear in the face and press on...with endure and perseverance...and you know what... with Him...leaning on Him.... having Him hold me when I'm at my weakest, i can do ALL things through Him who strengthens me." *smile*