I don't fully know the why, but I feel like this next decision for this next season will make a huge impact. I could be wrong and I could be overstating everything, but my spirit feels like greatness is a foot. I don't want to be great in this world... i don't want to be popular, rich... i just want to love. To love the poorest of the poor with everything within me. To get in the dirt and get dirty with those you love to the ends of the earth. But I don't want to do it out of me... out of who I am... I want to do it out of You, Your love, Jesus and the depth of who you are!
For 2012...i want to be, genuinely, for real rooted and grounded in You. I want my joy to be solely rooted in You despite my circumstances. I want my presence to alter the atmosphere not because of me but because of who You are within me. Would you trust me? Would you trust me to go to the nations? Alongside this I want to go to a deeper level of discipline this year. Discipline in seeking after You, a physically excellent discipline, a mental discipline to learn the knowledge that I need to soak in to be able to go and be what You want me to be.
I don't know what the next step looks like, but I refuse to just pick and make a decision. I will wait on the Lord... I will force myself to wait...to wait on You, my God.
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